WARNING: Some of the Content here may be Objectionable to some. I have this blog labeled as "Adult Only" as a common courtesy for those who may easily be offended by Adult topics such as the Truth, Down to Earth topics, realities of living with Ovarian Cancer and/or any life threatening disease that goes along with it; Sexuality, Medicinal Cannabis, Profanity, and of course plenty of unpleasant body functions are also discussed here. This is a very tough battle for which I don't intend to hold anything back on what I am facing.

This blog is very personal and comes from the heart of a real fighting cancer patient who wishes nothing more than to live for all of those I love my own will to live, and my love of life. While sometimes I might be on heavy medication (prescribed by my doctor) and occasionally I might write about things or subjects that one may never even think about or consider; so please consider that as well. Yes; whacked out things might even be found here; but I mean everything in all good intentions.

This blog is not at all intended for the faint hearted, those who lack a sense of humor, have no idea what down to earth means, greedy mean people, and/or those who don't know how to share the world with others, and especially those who are unable to easily put themselves into the shoes of others. This blog is mostly about my journey of living my life in the best ways that I can under the Golden Rule and appreciating all of the GOOD KHARMA that comes my way! Never take anything in this world for granted; especially family and friends!

Sunday, April 26, 2009

A Day of Freedom....

I finally got an entire 4 hours of freedom today and how good it felt to be free. I got to go outside and take Miss Blue Belle out for a walk and romp with her best friend Tess. I got to see most of my neighbors in the complex as they were surprised to see me out walking about.

I even invented a new stylish accessory for any nephostomy bag!) I usually like to color coordinate all of my clothes that I wear; it's just a weird corky thing I do. My honey feels that I have an eye for fashion. My neighbors seemed to like my new fashion accessory and even laughed when I told them I didn't wish to show off my urine to whole wide world.

From now on; I will be taking out all of my chemo scarves and wearing them neatly tied around my leg to cover and/or decorate my nephostomy bag. How delightful this must look; a new style!) Perhaps others will want to do the same; nephostomy bags are now in fashion today!) Those who don't have them, can just pretend that they have them just like we did in the 80's over braces!)

Just 6 more weeks of this thing and 1 more week of this feeding tube stuff and heavy backpack and being plugged in all the time and the painful shot. I'm on the way to getting better; just counting down the days and enjoying them as much as I can in between!) I certainly did today. Those 4 free hours were fabulous!)

My sweet neighbor brought over pork roast? (I'm not too familiar with mammal meat), but it looked as if my honey totally enjoyed it and I am so happy that he was fed good this evening; I also made him a wonderful breakfast. Well he did a wonderful job taking care of me and he did all that he was supposed to do perfectly tonight! He passed the test and can continue to do the shots, change the dressing, flush the picc lines, and do the whole food bag (TPN?) process by himself. I'm so proud of him!) How I love that wonderful man of mine!)


Tracey said...

Great news that you had some time with your neighbours and Miss Blue Belle and her friend..

Love the idea of hiding your urine but how about this one too.

thinly slice some carrot into goldfish shape... pop it in the bag.. Voila a goldfish you can take walkies.. it'll certanly make people smile hahaha

Really pleased alls going well for you girlie xxx

nat said...

Tracey - you crack me up! That would be really funny!

CJ - so glad you have some free time each day! I can't wait until you can eat again. Hang in there

TC said...

CJ GREAT news, I know how great it must be to get outside and have a little freedom.
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Shopping Kharma said...

That is pretty funny Tracy, knowing my luck, the carrot would float on the top or bottom and it would appear that my toxic pee killed the poor fish. That stupid bag won't let me add any decorations inside the bag but I can at least decorate the outside right?

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My techniques and treatments work simply for me and may not produce the same results for others. Cancer is a very tricky disease in which it is very different in everyone it touches. No two cancers are the same just as we humans are not the same. What works for me may not work for others.

I love life and expect to live for as long as I can. I intend to use those treatments that do work for me which includes medicinal cannabis. I'm still alive with this disease over 7 years later because of this miracle plant and as long as I have my medicine available; I intend to survive many more years. I hope one day the Federal Government will eventually grow up and be led by true leaders who represent the people and not just coorporations; real people who live by the Golden Rule "treat others how you would want to be treated". I also hope the Government of the US can finally learn to admit that it has made a mortal mistake in making this life saving plant which is provided by GOD and does indeed have the ability to provide all of us with food, fuel, clothing, shelter, and medicine; a mistake that have made is that it is illegal. Yes, it was a mistake out of greed, ignorance, and racism that this miracle plant is illegal. This is a confirmed fact and we should all know and face it.

Cannabis is not at all harmful and in fact quite the opposite. Perhaps our economy can once again grow as it has in the turn of the century by making this life saving plant legal once again.

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