WARNING: Some of the Content here may be Objectionable to some. I have this blog labeled as "Adult Only" as a common courtesy for those who may easily be offended by Adult topics such as the Truth, Down to Earth topics, realities of living with Ovarian Cancer and/or any life threatening disease that goes along with it; Sexuality, Medicinal Cannabis, Profanity, and of course plenty of unpleasant body functions are also discussed here. This is a very tough battle for which I don't intend to hold anything back on what I am facing.

This blog is very personal and comes from the heart of a real fighting cancer patient who wishes nothing more than to live for all of those I love my own will to live, and my love of life. While sometimes I might be on heavy medication (prescribed by my doctor) and occasionally I might write about things or subjects that one may never even think about or consider; so please consider that as well. Yes; whacked out things might even be found here; but I mean everything in all good intentions.

This blog is not at all intended for the faint hearted, those who lack a sense of humor, have no idea what down to earth means, greedy mean people, and/or those who don't know how to share the world with others, and especially those who are unable to easily put themselves into the shoes of others. This blog is mostly about my journey of living my life in the best ways that I can under the Golden Rule and appreciating all of the GOOD KHARMA that comes my way! Never take anything in this world for granted; especially family and friends!

Friday, April 11, 2008

Spring is in the Air!

Well here is proof it is officially springtime. Actually these aren't the same exact little babies that I saw today, but I figure they look just like the ones I saw today.

I worked a very long day at work from 6:40am till 5:20ish. It was still a good day and I was doing things I enjoyed doing; being creative and of course I saw the little baby ducks and that got me smiling for a while; actually most of the day. I walked past and saw the cute black and yellow tiny babies and one of them looked over at me with his little head tilted to the side so that he could get a good look at me as he was trying to figure out what I was. I think it was his first day of life in the big world. They looked so peaceful just sitting there resting and napping on the side of the lake.

Spring is in the air I thought as the temperature go up past 75 degrees. I don't know what it is about spring babies, but I just can't get enough of them. Even baby horses, baby calves, all babies (furry preferably). I love spring babies what can I say! I'm not even bummed that I can't have my own babies because there are so many cute babies all around me!

When I finally did get off work, it was so nice this evening that I ended up taking my beautiful Blue Belle, (my dog), to this church next to our house that has a really nice lawn that no one I have seen uses; so I use it to play frisbee with my dog.

Now I am not a huge fan of going to church at least lately with the hatred of gays and not allowing them benefits as married couples. Fine let's not call it marriage, at least let them have the benefits! Judging others without knowing what is in their heart, I have a big problem with, but hey I was at church in my own way.

Now at this church, I do see people walk by occasionally and a few have given me dirty looks for just being there, but most usually ignore me. I saw a woman today in a white Mercedes ( it looked brand new), she got into her car just as Blue Belle was relieving herself (#2). I had a bright pink bag ready to pick up after her. The woman must have seen that I wasn't dressed quite fancy or perhaps she was discusted that my dog was doing #2 at her church; anyhow she stopped and just glared at me as if I were low class. I ignored her and just concentrated on the beautiful surroundings and I also cleaned up after my dog. We continued to play frisbee and right as the woman was driving by, Miss Blue Belle caught the most amazing frisbee as the woman just glared at us. If looks could kill right there in a church! Imagine that! I guess we weren't supposed to be there, but Churches don't pay taxes and I feel that I pay the taxes for the church so I have every right to be there just like anyone.

I also have a very close friend of mine who would be proud that I actually went to church. She has been trying to get me to go with her for ages or just go to church period. but I just know in my heart that I don't belong there, I belong in a church within nature as it was intened, at least that is how I view it. I'm not one to push and push to go and besides that it (church) just doesn't interest me.

I am very hard headed and I am getting along fine appreciating god in my own way. I'm not the church going type and this is actually a huge step for me. I know it sounds bad for me to think or even suggest that, but I feel god would rather that I enjoy every day and that was my way of being at church in peace. It was nice just enjoying the beautiful evening with my dog and soon to be with my loving husband. How I love Spring!



Grandma Julia said...

It is an exhilarating experience walking through each page of your blog. You are an inspiration. Keep it up.

ShoppingKharma said...

Wow! Thank you so much! Just checked out your blog and you dear are inspiration. Your blog contains an element of wisdom and is very refreshing!

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My techniques and treatments work simply for me and may not produce the same results for others. Cancer is a very tricky disease in which it is very different in everyone it touches. No two cancers are the same just as we humans are not the same. What works for me may not work for others.

I love life and expect to live for as long as I can. I intend to use those treatments that do work for me which includes medicinal cannabis. I'm still alive with this disease over 7 years later because of this miracle plant and as long as I have my medicine available; I intend to survive many more years. I hope one day the Federal Government will eventually grow up and be led by true leaders who represent the people and not just coorporations; real people who live by the Golden Rule "treat others how you would want to be treated". I also hope the Government of the US can finally learn to admit that it has made a mortal mistake in making this life saving plant which is provided by GOD and does indeed have the ability to provide all of us with food, fuel, clothing, shelter, and medicine; a mistake that have made is that it is illegal. Yes, it was a mistake out of greed, ignorance, and racism that this miracle plant is illegal. This is a confirmed fact and we should all know and face it.

Cannabis is not at all harmful and in fact quite the opposite. Perhaps our economy can once again grow as it has in the turn of the century by making this life saving plant legal once again.

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