Today, my honey took me to the doggie wash place where I could wash Blue Belle more properly; I could clip her nails and groom her as well. She looked so amazing when she was done!
As far as I my health is concerned; I have good days, bad days, and sometimes in between days; good and bad; it's mostly what happens on those days but my day isn't entirely bad; I'm still grateful as ever to be alive; that never ever changes. I still love life and everyone in my life right now; it a blessing for sure!
I have been having more and more problems with my bowels lately but still enjoying life no matter how much problems I'm having; people are coming out of the wood works to tell me how I inspire them; I have no idea why but I am happy that my life is making a difference for others.
I have been having to rely on cannabis quite a bit lately because of the severe nausea these intestinal problems are causing me and then what happens is that I end up going to the bathroom (sorry for those of you who are sensitive to this topic you may want to skip down to cute video of the dogs running and playing!) anyway; I get these muscle spasms which hurt about the same as getting a Charlie Horse inside your ass (it can get up to a 9 on the pain scale of 1-10); imagine that?; not in the least bit pleasant in any way shape or form (I can at least laugh about it sometimes or myself rather) but the jerking inside my intestines then causes me to hiccup and then I will start to puke up nasty gastric juices; Oh god how it sucks; but at least I'm alive. The whole time Miss Blue Belle herself is in the bathroom with me giving me as much animal therapy as she can; she really wants me to feel much better and she does help me quite a bit.
Despite all of this and all my other major problems with this cancer; I can still cherish every single day and my honey makes each day more and more and more worth it; I'm so thankful I have found my knight in shining armor. He is hot, sexy and he's mine; and he takes such good care of me each and every day; not matter what; he has more integrity than any man I know and that is one of the main reasons I love him because I know that I can trust him. My honey has even served his country and I could really go on and on and on and on about all the many thousands of reasons my honey is the best man ever. He feels the same about me? He doesn't care that I have all the problems I have; he still loves me no matter what. I'm one lucky lady and I am so thankful!) I don't even care that I have deadly cancer because I have him in my life and not to mention my gorgeous dog, my great neighbors, all of my awesome friends and so much more! Life is worth fighting for and that's exactly what I intend to do! Happy 4th of July everyone! Peace and Love to all!
Here is a cute doggie video for all of you to enjoy!