Experiencing Side Effects of Radiation...

Well I'm not really understanding this new site but I'm only using it because I support my friends that way; what comes around goes around and by me using this friend of a friend's site; I'm helping him out with my cute animal videos and that's pretty much all I wish to do.  YouTube has plenty of people uploading their videos and it's kind of turning me off; yes there are tons of videos but a lot of the videos are pure stupid and a waste of time to watch; mine just might be too but I plan to improve my video quality making skills soon!  I know many of you have already seen this video of Miss Blue Belle sportin my cute little sexy skirt (I wear that one for my honey only!) all to cover up a bad hair cut and a bad hair day for her poor little bottom!.  Her tail is still as beautiful as ever and this week she looks so much better!.

Blue Belle's Debut on Selfport.com

To give you an honest update on my situation; I have been suffering in the most horrible pain just a week or so after all those radiation treatments to my right side.  One day; I awoke feeling as if I got my ass kicked and someone just happened to have a crow bar to just pummel my side with; it was that painful that I could barely breath and had to move around very carefully.  I also read some of the side effects which could be rare but my catching this horrible cancer was like 5% chance; so anyway the rare side effects included "rib fractures", "scarring of muscle limiting function", scarring of lung causing symptoms, cough" and      "tumors caused by radiation".   I'm not quite sure about this; but here is a photo from before radiation and photo after; what do you think?  Does the tumor look any bigger or smaller.  Since burning of the skin often happens; I have been using this wonderful body butter on the radiation site itself and it seems to be working in keeping my skin soft.  No leathery skin just yet and the only skin lotion that doesn't cause my skin to hurt; it is also working wonders on the skin that I have to put take on (changing every other day); can you imagine having to wear a bandage daily and then sometime little puke burgers come out of it daily?  Well my honey loves me so much that he has chosen to clean out those little puke boogers and they even smell like puke.  I love life so much that I am willing to go through having puke boogers fall around me when we have to change that bandage.  He amazes me more and more each day and he still loves me despite all the trouble I must create from   Today I cooked him the most amazing breakfast (no lunch or dinner just yet; had the bone pain and then fell asleep that rest of the day)     

Below you will find a link to a very graphic video of myself (Please forgive the conversation as it just goes all over the place; well kinda like me!)  I do explain in detail the pains that I go through daily and most recently the bone pain in my ribs from the radiation I just had.   Tonto is debuted in this video very briefly.  Hope you all enjoy.

Word of Warning; this video is very real and what many cancer patients can and do experience; it's a chance to walk in the shoes of a real cancer patient.  I do talk a lot about the pain that I am experiencing and display the tumor that was just zapped with 10 sessions of radiation and of course the reality of what I have been suffering since the radiation.   

I'm not quite sure how to display the video but if there is just a link and you wish to see the video; please just click on the link and you will be directed to a page where you can then click play.  

My cheesy radiation video (special appearances made by Tonto!)

Many apologies for me not being able to embed video from Selfport but it should be available soon!

Hope you all had a very Happy Easter with lots of love spent with good family and friends.  

Peace and Love to all!