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BEWARE: this post might be incredibly offensive to many but that's not my intention at all!  I'm venting here!   My mode of thinking might be a bit extreme for most.

I'm actually in shock and awe as I see what some crazy people are willing to do in order to get rid of someone else's business; another person's body that they would like more control over.    I was completely shocked that the extreme right (wrong) would like to redefine "RAPE" and limit one's access to the morning after pill and an abortion?  Limiting abortion is what they are touting this as.  It's still very, very, evil.  Any kind of rape is wrong and are they somehow siding with rapists? I am against any woman who is held against her will, beaten, and/or violated completely.  It's not fair to put these poor women through the whole phase of being re-victimized again and made  to look like a cold hearted killer   when she decides that "SURPRISE" she doesn't want to be pregnant with this shithead's child.  Why would anyone expect her to be?  

It's no one else's business what her decision might be.  I feel that  anyone who rapes should be castrated and or spayed if need be?.  There sure would not be any incentive (free education, free health care, room and board= all funded by taxpayers)to do so; prison really is no deterrent for these monsters and it is known that male dogs loose most of their aggression when they are castrated.  So these animals are no better than dogs; they don't deserve to force a woman to carry their illegitimate child and we don't deserve to force that woman to either.  Cells being a victem rather than actual human life?  Many people go through all kinds of surgeries and I feel castration for rapists is no exception.   That kind of violence is unacceptable no matter what; even date rape.  NO means NO.

I couldn't believe my ears when I heard that GOP supporters would like to redefine "RAPE".  "Can you imagine telling a victim of date rape -- or another form of sexual assault -- that they don't just count as rape survivors because it wasn't so-called "forcible rape"? Well, with this H.R. 3 bill, that's exactly what John Boehner and the GOP wants to do: tell these women that they're not victims of a crime or that they DO NOT deserve the resources they need to deal with their trauma."  I can't imagine this amount of EVIL because it is evil to be controlled against your will sexually? 

I  think John Boehner needs to go to a prison (with lots of sex offenders) and find out exactly what these women are actually having to deal with when they are raped:.  He could spend the night with a known rapist of men; I feel  he needs to be raped so that he knows what it's like before he decides to change the rules.  I see he has plenty of experience playing golf; why not being raped?  This evil man is drawing the line to "I don't care about this woman's life".   A woman who is raped  will have to live with that trauma for the rest of her life.     He obviously has no clue and I see him as a worthless pundit who needs to walk in the shoes of the people he represents.  That's just my humble opinion of this man.   

Because many GOP are Pro-Fetus (I'm calling it as it is) - I refuse to say that they are Pro-life because we are not just talking about cells inside of a woman; we are talking about the life of the woman who carries the cells because basically they are saying "fuck her life"; only take care of those who are not born yet; then after they are born; they can be thrown away into the Foster Care System; until they are 18 years old and then can be sent to war.  

It seems that many GOP are against Public Education, housing subsidies, child care subsidies, any kind of help of any kind, but boy are they pro-war!  Now that is not my definition of PRO-LIFE of any kind.  They are gunho against any type of welfare (I do feel that we should all be able to take care of ourselves and our families as we all have a purpose in this life; some people need a little help finding that out when they are young what that purpose might be),  I feel that some people do need a little spark on their ass to get them going whether that be financial or educational; some amount of motivation,  especially after  birth,; yes taking care of a live child  and a live mother?     We need all the unborn lives we can get because somehow they can fight all the wars  that we need to fight?  What am I missing here?  We don't even want to bother giving a woman with a child  any kind of insurance after the child is already born?  I feel family reproduction rights should be a family matter and not the business of the governments to make or other nosy citizens.   Why are we having to dispose of so much tax dollars on Wars? That's OK even if Haliburten decides to rip off the government?  Yes, this time I did open up a can worms this time!  It's just my own humble opinions about what I absorb from all that's going on!)

I feel I was blessed to have Planned Parenthood for my main source of health care coverage when I was in my 20's and early 30s in getting me checked every 6 months to a year for Cervical Cancers,  certain types of vanerial diseases, HIV testing; my goodness this place was a real help to me! I don't know what I would have done with out them; they are not all bad as the media would like to tell all of us.  It sure helped me even though they were unequipped and more than likely not funded enough to have found my "silent but very deadly killer".   I had a so called "tilted cervix"?  We had no idea that I had cancer and it was complete mystery when I awoke from my surgery to remove a bad Ovary?

Planned Parenthood was awesome to me; they provided me with free condoms, birth control , and pretty much basic female health care as I needed it.  Back then, it was common knowledge that birth control would help prevent me from getting "Ovarian Cancer".)  That was the big thing with birth control back then; it seemed to help prevent Ovarian Cancer for some women and it might still be touted today as doing just that?; I don't see any of those ads anymore, but  I guess it was a good false projection at the time?  OK it didn't work, but I really feel if we just fund what really makes sense for some of these 20-30 year olds who are skating by without insurance as I was at the time (hello their lives are totally worth saving? = not the time to be greedy or stingy with insurance!)  They also help women through the very traumatic experience of being raped and that's very, very important and we have to have that kind of coverage and funding.  No one else's business; I'm a taxpayer who would rather cover this kind of health care more than a failed Drug War.   We need some education too in this nation of ours!)    That's also more important than the stupid drug war too!

I no longer have to do that, but Planned Parenthood could  be screening so many of us much better for other types of reproductive cancers and other health problems or concerns (reproductive).    This kind of health coverage is totally needed in a time where there was 1,529,560 new cancer cases and 569,490 deaths from cancer in 2010.   Wouldn't it be cool if they could actually find the cancer sooner in these young girls and us older women (OK I'm just 40 but still way too young to have to die from this disease; I just don't want others girls having to go through the horrors that I have had to endure with this cancer.   If Planned Parenthood is gone; it will be a  sad time for many women who really depend on it.  I was happy just to pay my $10 co-pay each  time; and sometimes I didn't make enough money to be charged; kind of a starving student at the time and there were totally and completely accommodating for me.   It really is a great organization that helps so many women and families.  Despite so many all over the country, they are trying to help many young girls.

So how am I doing right now?  I'm pretty damn opinionated!  I'm OK for right now; still raising some hell of my own!)  Yes, the word is "right now".   I still live in the moment.  I'm puking a lot more (also eating a hell of a lot more!) but I get much relief from my plant medicine!  It is helping my quality of life "right now"!)  

I'm also getting ready for my brother to visit me once again this Saturday!  We are going to watch the Super Bowl and parts of the Puppy Bowl on Animal Planet.  GO PACKERS!   I'm so excited for my honey with his team in the Super Bowl!   I sure hope the Packers win!  My honey will be so happy and then I hope to make it to Valentine's Day!  Its a celebration of Love!   

 

I am so excited to see and to hang out with my brother again!   I even got him a very, very early birthday present!  I just couldn't resist!   I had kind of a close call the other night; I was sleeping way more than normal and my honey started getting frightened that I was looking or appearing to look like I was passing away.   OH god do I know it must have been so scary for him as it was for me.  I was slightly frightened that I might go way too soon because it was so easy for me to be sleeping so soundly so quickly!  I guess it's always too soon when you die?  I was scaring my poor honey on the couch as I more than likely did not look very alive and breathing.  I appeared to be posing in death poses?  OMG!  How scary!  Anyway, I started crying once again because I didn't want to scare my honey which I was doing very well at!  

Did I mention that I have a severe case  of "Monkey Ass"?  Yeah, my ass  is looking exactly  like a monkey's!  It's red and it's bruised so I had to figure out how to pad up my little boney ass so it wasn't so freaking ugly?  I'm self conscious about those kinds of things; I want still want to look more appealing than that for my honey; Oh GOD does he deserve so much better!    OK I'm not calling myself ugly; my ass is slightly UGG right now; that's the only place right now that I'm  feeling is kind ugly to look at!)   I used to work in a zoo a long, long time ago (when I was a kid) and I can easily see the resemblance of my own ass looking exactly like that that ugly red color; that's usually on a female orangutan or Chimpanzee? No! not Michael Jackson's monkey's ass!  That's exactly what I thought when I peered up at the bathroom mirror to see my red boney ass!(  The red color cover's my entire spine; it's pretty unbelievable (I would totally take a photo of it but my ass does  still belong to my honey!) and yet my honey still calls my ass the sexiest ever?!  Oh GOD how I love him; & OHHH how I worship than Amazing man of mine!  My man is my hero!)

I'm so excited to hopefully be able to celebrate one of my favorites holidays "all because of my wonderful man".  I love Valentines Day!  Another day to spoil my honey! I could not ask for a better husband and I am so thankful that my lifetime included him.  13 years together, 8 years married!)   I couldn't have lived a better life and although many might disagree with me in my situation; we are all our own!)  We love our life together no matter what is on our plates!  I think I have the munchies now; I am weighing in at 92lbs! with clothes, and boots! Just last week I was sad to be weighing in at 84lbs.  I am aware that my life might end so much sooner in that my body is getting ready physically to do what it has to do. There's still so much in life to celebrate!

Peace and Love to all of you!  &  Happy Groundhog Day!