My apologies for taking a little vacation from my blog; it seems lately I have been having to take quite a few. The truth of the matter is that many of these drugs that I am prescribed for tumor related pain (of being eaten alive by cancer; & dog gone it hurts!). The is the truth and while I am so thankful for all days that I am given; especially with my lover boy; even the most painful of those days ; I feel so guilty for stressing my love while he takes such good care of me.!( It totally sucks! He works so hard as try to avoid going to the ER and he keeps on telling me to keep on livin and I will!. These past couple of days have been hell with a very, very, very painful bowel blockage. I can tell that it is about to work itself out.
I also just found out how much more my honey loves me. I went into his bookmarks and there are so many about the many procedures that might my life much easier.
I am pondering an operation of getting some sort of device in my spine (does not sound good; I so scared! The operation sounds like a fecal operation? I will get the name right in my update soon! Here are some photos that might cheer some of you up as I provide a better update hopefully tomorrow!
He just had a crazy day of taking me to many doctor office's in Redwood City and since there isn't such thing as a silent keyboard? I can't update you all that much. I actually started this post over a week ago.
These photos are from a lovely day off spent together a local park. I have been to the ER and will have the details on that visit soon! Peace and Love to all of you!