Well I did get out of the hospital on Sunday and it has not been a very easy week. I promise to post photos and/or video when I can. Following doctor's and home nurse's orders and staying in bed; first time on internet in over a week.
Since spinal fluid
was involved; I needed to stay in bed and receive fluids; we are hoping I gain more weight in the coming week and perhaps I will get stronger; it's hard but we are coping and doing our best as we all should do.
It hasn't been easy knowing that I was addicted severely to those damned Fentanyl patches (250mg) changed every 72 hours; so that wasn't so easy smacking myself silly; getting horrid, shakes and not to mention horrid headaches when standing; then came the caffeine, no-doze
to treat the deal with my spinal fluid and my horrid addiction to those fucking patches; I have to say Fuck here!
But I am a cancer patient who technically has cancer still eating my body alive and this device which I feel they could have put in my boob rather than perhaps above my poor bladder; at least I could have 1 nifty boob to place into a bra? I hate having to be treated for horrid pain but it's the only way right now until someone thinks of better things; like Why Cancer
? I have 10 staples to get out Monday on my tattoo on my back; and about 20ish or so on my tummy where this round device lies?
Anyway; gots to go and hope to update again soon!) Still got that sense of humor!) Peace and Love!
WARNING: This video may be disturbing to some viewers; Viewer discretion is advised since I refuse to edit out all that I am facing in this battle for my life. Hope you all enjoy; it's as real as it gets!)
WARNING: This video may be disturbing to some viewers; Viewer discretion is advised since I refuse to edit out all that I am facing in this battle for my life. Hope you all enjoy; it's as real as it gets!)
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